Why did I write this ? I was abused ! By someone I loved very much... However He was not the only one had abused me in my life !

Several years after we were over I was reminissing about the past... And thinking of the old sayings, I was  Squashed like a bug, threw away like an old shoe, etc... And I said Hey that is a great idea for a poem ! So I sat down and it was just there ! I could not write as fast as I thought it ! God at work in me !

 

There reasons we go through things in our life ! Ya wonder why alot ! And one day you wake up to see why, and what purpose you went through such an horrible ordeal !  You get chastized for what you had done ! Like the Hebrews in the desert forty years ! But that does not mean God is not with you, and helping you ! It means God showed you a different way ! By using a process your sins had set a line for... But God cleans up our mistakes.... And makes something new from them ! PRAISE GOD for that ! HE is a Loving GoD !